Hay Bloggers.
Just kinda want to rant or something. I guess it's not really a rant. I don't know ;-;
Anyways, lately I've been feeling kinda.. down D:
I feel as if, all my BR friends have just forgotten about me. Actually, I feel like everyone has just forgotten about me. I know I go to a different school, but does that mean that I can't be friends with everyone else still? :c
And I feel like, after I got into that fight with her. Everyone just didn't care about me anymore. Like it was all my fault, so everyone just listened to her side and took it. I'm not trying to start anything. It's just how I feel ;-;.
I barely ever hang out with any of my friends anymore, let alone talk, cause no one really seems to want too. Maybe I'm just over thinking everything.. I don't know.
Did everyone actually forget about me? >_<
I mean really, does anyone even care about me anymore?
No one talks to me.
Not even my Berbeuf friends.
Not even you D:
I don't know what happened.
Like, I just feel like everyone doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. Like I'm some kind of disease.
I barely ever have anyone to actually hang out with. The only people I do hang out with is like my other circle of friends.
I just feel so lonely.. all the time.
And it doesn't help that I still don't have any friends at Cathedral..
No one wants to talk to me here, either :/
Is there something wrong with me?
I'd like to know. ._.
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Okay, that's enough sad stuff for one blog post.
So let's talk about what has happened in my not so wonderful life today.
I woke up at 6:20.
That's early, right?
I should have made it to school on time, right?
No.
I ended up falling back asleep and not waking up on time to have a shower to catch my 7:25 bus. So then I caught the next one that comes at 7:55.
That already made me late. I was actually contemplating not going at all, but I did anyways. The bus was packed, and everyone got off at every stop. It doesn't help that my bus ride is already a 40 minute drive.. o.o;
So I get on the bus, and before I hit downtown, the bus went on some crazy ass detour. I ended up having to get off and walking downtown, which took like ten minutes. By now, it's like nine O.O.
I get to the king bus stop, and it comes ten minutes later. So it's like, quarter after by now I believe.
It goes to the go station, and sits there for like FIFTEEN MINUTES.
I was so late. Ohmygosh.
I ended up getting to school at 9:31, with 14 minutes of period one left to spare xD.
The secratary told me to go to that class, so I went. The teacher was taking pictures of the class when I walked in, and as soon as she saw me she was like "CHELSEY GET IN THE PICTURE 8DD"
I'm like "..okay o.o"
And yeah. That was my morning.
At least I made it to school xD..
Now I'm in period two.
Doing shit all.
We have a supply.
We're supposed to be working on an essay or something.
I did the intro and paragraph one and gave up. The essay actually makes no sense. My class is health. There is no actual one question on the essay, just a series of different questions for each paragraph. The essay is supposed to be focusing on my health. That's it. I don't know what to focus on, and I thought essays werent supposed to be in first person?
I don't get it ;-;
And I don't know if I'm supposed to focus on the negative factors influencing my health, the positive ones, or both? o.o Both kind of makes no sense, and it seems like it would be too much for a five paragraph essay. Since each paragraph have diffrent questions that can't really relate to both the negative and positive. Some of them focus on negative and some focus on positive. It's just a big jumbled mess.
My health teacher is actually so dumb.
And she makes no sense.
Whatever.
Anyways, I have nothing left to talk about, so yeah.
I guess that's all for now bloggers c:
Who is "you" D;?
ReplyDeleteI'm really sorry if you feel like nobody ever talks to you anymore; you're not a disease. I do try to talk, but sometimes it feels like 1. we're never on at the same time or we're both busy, or 2. you dont really want to talk to me. D:
ReplyDeleteAnyways, sucks about waking up late, but Im glad you went to school. Your period 1 teacher wasn't mad, and that counts for something. :)
Your health essay sounds confusing. Maybe if we talk on msn later, I can try to help you a bit? Lolol. (yn):)
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I always want to talk to you Clara D:
ReplyDeleteI never feel like I don't want to :c
And yeah it is confusing D:
maybe x3
Hey, I didn't forget about you!
ReplyDeleteI miss you actually.
Whatever happened with you and whoever else does not affect what I think about you or anything.
We should hang out moar. ^-^
I agree x3. I miss both of you guys! D:
ReplyDeleteI think we should make plans soon x3, and I'll actually stick to them x3.