Khellobye

OHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
So hello my fellow bloggers <3
Guess who's back?
Yes it's me.
Lots of changes from the past month or two that I've been away from blogger :)
But I won't get into that right now.
I'm just letting ya'll know that I'll be posting blogs again.

Merry Christmas to all that I didn't say that too <3

New years plans?
Message me 8D

Long time no see

Heey!

I haven't blogged in SOOOOOOOOOOO long.

Since the ninth. Like, that was forever ago.

Anyways.

I have nothing to blog about.

I just wanted to say that:

I WANT TO SEE HARRY POTTER TONIGHT.

Holy effing shit. I hope I can >_<

I don't want to wait any longer, IT'S BEEN FAR TOO LONG NOW.

It's my birthday on monday :D

But my birthday weekend thing is now c:

I'm going to my dads tomorrow probably

then on sunday im going to my Grandmas with my brothers and my cousin.

Thats it. C:

I cancelled mandarin btw.

Everyone fell through :S

Guess I'm not important enough.

OH I mightbe going to toronto tomorrow! :3.

But idk yet.

Anyways,

bye c:

... ;D

Happy Birthday Quinn Fappiano ♥

Love you :3

D:

I never have anything worthwhile to blog about..
kay thanks bye

Birthday!

Ohay!

So I haven't blogged in a really long time. Not since the Haunted House.. So it's been almost a week now.

Anyways, I just want to talk about one MAJORR thing coming up.

My birthday :3.

My 17th Birthday will be on the 22cd.

For all of you that know, I had a surprise party last year held by Eric/Caroline, and various other peoples. It was pretty fun :3.

This year I want to do something different D:

I've been thinking about something to do for my birthday and who to invite.

I want to do a dinner type thing, since I haven't done that in a really long time.

However, I know that everyone has busy schedules and some people may not be able to get money due to different circumstances.

So I really don't want this to suck and people not be able to go Dx

I don't know where yet.

I was kinda thinking like either:

East Side Mario's, or The Mandarin.

I think I'm leaning more to the second one though D:

When I decide, which will be today, I'll make a Facebook group and invite everyone that I think should come :3.

So yeah.

That's all for now x3

Kiwanis Haunted House is superawesomefantastic.

So what's up bloggers? I haven't ranted or typed up a storm in quite some time now.. xD

.. Actually it probably was the other day, never mind xD..

Anyways, I've just been too busy to write anything on here! :O

So, on Thursday I started doing the Kiwanis boy and girls club Haunted House! :3. I got to see all of my friends and such, because we've all been doing it for quite some time now.

The first night of the haunted house actually turned out amazing! The characters and all the rooms were so good. A lot of my groups that I was touring had at least two people chicken out x3. There were a ton of rooms! and they were all just so cool c:

They were as follows..

The Boiler Room

Children of The Corn

A Walk in The Cemetery

The Electric Chair

Children of The Corn Prt. 2

The Circus is In Town

Angel of Death

Mad Scientist

Dracula

The Chair

The Witches Lair

The Torture Chamber

& The Saw Room.

I don't remember if I'm forgetting anything, but those are the rooms, and for the most part- they're in order. I think I've walked through that Haunted House about 50 times by now.

Anyways so on Thursday night alone we pulled in 620 people :3.

Yesterday the suspected number is over a thousand, but I won't be sure until tonight.

So yesterday was a fun night too!

Two of my favourite groups yesterday that I toured through the house (Maybe I forgot to mention I'm a tour guide? x3) were the following:

1. The first group I had, had four teenage boys at the front of the group. They were like "OH, we're not going to get scared, we're not. It's probably stupid down there!"

They were acting really cocky, and such. So we get down there, and I swear to god they screamed like little four year old girls the whole time and they were running everywhere. I was laughing so hard, it was so funny.

2. My second favourite group was the one that had ten people in it. The first eight people made it past the first two rooms, and then chickened out at the first chicken door. Then there was only two boys left in my group, and then they left after the third room! LOL it was the best. :3.

ANYWAAAYSSS, so tonight is the LAST AND FINAL NIGHT! So for all of you that have not gone through the Haunted House, GO! It is so much fun. It starts at 6 and goes till 9. The cost is only TWO DOLLARS! And the adress is 461 Cumberland, just right across the street from Gage park x3.

So that's all I wanted to say.

Goodbye :3.

I have to go soon but..

Ohay ! Long time no talk :3!

I don't have much time because in about tenish minutes I have to go leave to catch my bus to go back to school.

Cause right now I'm at home for lunch :3.

So Just a couple of things:

1. I've been doing nothing at all lately! It's so boring, I can't even take it.

2. Tonight will change though. The Kiwanis Haunted House begins tonight at 5 and goes all the way to ten! I'm volunteering this year, and I really can't wait :3. I've been doing it for about five years, and it's really fun. Unfortunately they didn't have one last year and it really sucked. So I;m really looking forward to the next three days x3.

3. I actually have *plans* on Friday xD. Crazy? I know. Well this is what's going to happen. Me and Quinn are going to hang out for a bit before I go to the Haunted House. At 5 I'm going to do the haunted house until ten, and *maybe* after that I'm going to go to the bowling lane thinger with a whole bunch of people and bowl and play pool and such. I'm still not sure if I'm going to be up to going, but I can give it a try x3.

I think that's really it o.o; Only three small points, but thats all that is really happening right now. I still have no idea what I'm doing for Halloween :/ Shit I forgot about that :c What are you guys doing for Halloween this year? :3

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everything and everyone just suddenly got much more fucking annoying.

Rofl.

Lol it's funny how you think everything is about you.

All.

The.

Time.

I never know what to put in my title. :c

Hello there!

Today has been an amazing day.

Want to know what I did?
Well of course you do, why else would you be lurking my blog? ;D

Quinn & I hung out today and decided that it was time to go look for my halloween costume, and get our hair cut.

So we went to Eastgate, and went into Wal-mart to try and find some costumes.

There's a huge sign with a huge arrow. It looked like this:

Costumes ------>

So I'm like, "alright, the costumes must be this way."

AND WE WALK AROUND THE STORE FOR LIKE, TWENTY MIN

UTES.

AND THERE WERE NO COSTUMES TO BE FOUND.

Wal-mart actually failed me.

*tear*

We ended up just going to get our hair cut at Haircrafters at this point, and I must say, both of our hair cuts turned out really nice :3.

Anyways, after we got our hair cut, we went and ate at KFC for lunch. It was pretty good. C: And Quinn bought me this little cell phone charm, and it's a blooper from Mario x3. It's really cute $:

While we were walking there, I found a store beside KFC that sold costumes!

So we went in there after we ate, and there were tons and tons of costumes! x3

I must have spent like, forty minutes walking up and down an isle of costumes cause I had no idea what I wanted to be.

But I ended up finding one ! And the sales person gave me a 25% discount. So I ended saving 22.50$

So I know you're all dying to know what I'm going to be.

And I'm going to tell you.

*Drum roll*

My Halloween costume for 2010, is going to be:

Silk Spectre, who just so happens to be one of my favourite Superhero characters ever.

And for all of you that have no idea who Silk Spectre is. She is a superhero type person from Watchmen. This is what she looks like:

Yes, that is what I'm being. And yes, the costume looks exactly like that.

I'm excited to wear it $:

But really, that's all I wanted to talk to you about.

So as always, I'm Chelsey Cole.

And you've just been.. chelsey'd.. in.

Damn, it doesn't work :c

todaytodaytoday.

Hello all of you wonderful bloggers.

I have some wonderful things to share with you that I shall be doing today!

First off, Quinn and I are going to look around for my costume! (If my Daddy gives me some money.) I still have no idea what I want to be. A week ago I told my mom that I wanted to be Alice in Wonderland, and then she said that was "gay" :c.

Secondly, I'm getting my hair cut! x3 It shall look wonderful I hope. I'm not getting anything crazy done. Just trimmed, thinned, and layered again.

Thirdly, I'm handing in my form for the Kiwanis Haunted House! I'm actually doing it this year, they didn't have one last year, and I've been doing it since I was in grade eight. You guys should all go x3. Thanks <3.

Kay

You may be wondering why I changed my layout?

Or you may not be wondering..

But I changed it!

and it's simple.

It's one colour.

And I like it.

It's so supposed to represent how ironic it is that my blogger is extremely simple, yet full of complicated things.

Lol, I just made that up.

Cake :3

MM. My Mother just made the most delicious, warm, vanilla cake in the whole entire planet.

So what's been happenin' up in hur?

Honestly, nothing interesting.

I stayed home sick for like the whole week, besides Monday. Today was the first day I actually ventured out of my house. It felt so good, omg.

Hung out with Quinn today, what else is new x3.
I don't mind seeing him so much though. It's nice :3.

I guess that's it?
So let me tell you about my future plans:

1. Halloween Haunt possibly this saturday with Ashley, Justine, and Nicole <3. Possibly, though.

2. Haunted house this year ! Finally, they didnt have one last year. Im so stoked.

3. Looking for what to do on Halloween.. o.o

This was an over-all short blog post. It's cause basically nothing happened this week. So yeah, later.

Wear purple day.

So today being "Wear purple to commemorate the suicides caused by homophobia" day, I decided that I would like to talk about this on my blog. For several reasons, really. I've been scrolling down facebook and finding a lot of nasty comments that I really don't agree with. I know they have their own opinions, but they're are ones I think are totally stupid :)



I believe that those kids were forced to the point where they couldn't handle their lives anymore because people went out of their way to make fun of them. Cruel, isn't it? I can not believe society today. Because someone is not the same as you, you make fun of them until they can not stand it anymore, and then destroy themselves.



Pathetic.



So I found an opinion from this person on Facebook, and for the most part, It's alright. I don't agree with it at all, but what he's saying is smart and rational. There is one part I want you to pay attention to, and I made it so obvious as to what part that is.



"Jason McNulty is not wearing purple today. why? because no matter how many people wear the same coloured shirt, it isn't gonna change what goes on. there will still be people who hate/make fun of gays, and unfortunately they still won't be fully accepted for a long time. the fact that they killed themselves was their own choice, and a selfish one, so no, I won't wear purple for a useless cause."



Excuse me?

The fact that they killed themselves was "selfish"? I don't think so.
If someone is made fun so profusely to the point where they can not handle LIVING anymore, is not a selfish act.

I believe making fun of someone for your own entertainment and putting video cameras in your gay roommates room IS a selfish act.

Anyways, they're were several more comments that also made me want to throw up. They happened to be posted on this status update:

"nice jason, tell those gays, and gay lovers!"

"Being gay is fine, but killing yourself because people make fun of you makes you a pussy. Not advocating making fun of gays, but exactly as you said,It's their choice. There is plenty of help out there, or you can suck it up. And let it toughen you up."

"It's as much of your choice to kill your self, As it is mine to think you are a pussy for doing so."

Totally disgusting. Do people really think that letting people die because of the immature and extreme amount of bullying these boys went through is alright?

If it were their friend they would be devastated.
What if that person was closet homosexual?
What if your friends are?
People really need to think about what they say before they post it on Facebook.

This just shows how cruel and insensitive humans can be.

Everyone of those boys had a right to live.

I strongly believe that the people that made fun of them, were their killers.
How would you feel if you bullied someone so much to the point that they killed themselves?
You'd feel guilty/responsible, wouldn't you?

Exactly.

Anyways that's all I have to say about this. I'm going to have a shower now.. Bye bloggers.

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RIP Tyler Clementi, Asher Brown, Seth Walsh, Justin Aaberg, Raymond Chase and Billy Lucas. (F)

Anyways.

For some reason I seem to be in a better mood.
:3

I don't really know what triggered that, but even though I'm sick, I seem to be happier.

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“I do have a stylist who helps me shop, because I don’t have time to shop. But I’ll be like, I want leopard pants. And she gets me these. I’m just like this forever. Go through my high school yearbooks—I always looked like a f—ing weirdo. So you know, and I made my own purple velvet pants, living in Brentwood, which is like the Bible Belt. And no one would talk to me in middle school. My hair was purple. I got sent to the principal’s office in 8th grade. Like, 9th grade, stole my mom’s minivan, drove to Atlanta, snuck into Radiohead, front row.” -Ke$ha

Blegh

Of course image uploading would be disabled for two hours when I go to post some images D:

Tralallala.

~ Do you think your words phase me.

If you do, then you're wrong.

I know what's right & what's wrong about me.

And what you say is totally wrong.

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"The time is always right to do the right thing." Martin Luther King, Jr.

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So I don't believe I'm going to school today because I had two nose bleeds last night, and I threw up everything. Now I just feel extremely dizzy and light headed D:

I have a test though ><

It's health, so maybe she'll understand :3.

She seems nice enough.

:/..

Wow blogger, you piece of shit.

So cute x3

Just finished watching How to Train Your Dragon. It is the cutest movie ever x3 $;

Toothless is just the cutest dragon c:

Now I want this.

Someone buy it for me o.o;

Raise a little hell, raise a little hell, raise a little hell.

It is 5:02p.m bloggers.

Today was a weird day. Yes, weird.

I woke up at 6:30 D: That's a weird time to wake up at, since I normally wake up at 6:00.

And to top it all off my alarm didn't go off this morning even though I set it and it was on, and it was full blast D:

Anyways, so my Dad woke me up. And that's weird too.

He's normally gone at 5:45. So I was like, dsklglskn ! o.o;

I was so confused.

I went to school and periods 1-2 were okay.

I finally presented my Bipolar Disorder presentation in health; after two whole weeks of waiting.

Then period three I was doing work and then all of a sudden I got a nose bleed! D:

So I had to rush out of the class room. It was really embarrassing.

I don't even know why it happened ;-;

I had a test in English- A lot of writing, but I think I did pretty good :3.

So far in school I'm averaging high eighties/low nineties in all my classes.

I'm really happy.

Over-all I had a pretty good day.

How was your's bloggers? :3

Got Jesus on my necklace. ♫

Just to fill ya'll in:

1. This weekend turned out to be pretty lame.

The party wasn't what I expected. No one went that I liked. It was just blegh D; Me and Quinn ended up leaving and staying the night somewhere else.

2. Got into a fight with this guy. He's an asshole. Whatever, don't care.

3. Even though this weekend was lame, a lot of the little things ended up being cute/fun.

4. There was a lot of fighting with my Dad and my brother D: It was kinda a lot, I couldn't take it. But it eventually died down.

5. My Daddy bought me How to Train Your Dragon! <3.>

I can't wait to watch it x3.

6. Today was special.

We're dancing like we're dumbbbb.

Hay Bloggers.

Just kinda want to rant or something. I guess it's not really a rant. I don't know ;-;

Anyways, lately I've been feeling kinda.. down D:


I feel as if, all my BR friends have just forgotten about me. Actually, I feel like everyone has just forgotten about me. I know I go to a different school, but does that mean that I can't be friends with everyone else still? :c

And I feel like, after I got into that fight with her. Everyone just didn't care about me anymore. Like it was all my fault, so everyone just listened to her side and took it. I'm not trying to start anything. It's just how I feel ;-;.

I barely ever hang out with any of my friends anymore, let alone talk, cause no one really seems to want too. Maybe I'm just over thinking everything.. I don't know.

Did everyone actually forget about me? >_<
I mean really, does anyone even care about me anymore?
No one talks to me.

Not even my Berbeuf friends.
Not even you D:

I don't know what happened.
Like, I just feel like everyone doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. Like I'm some kind of disease.

I barely ever have anyone to actually hang out with. The only people I do hang out with is like my other circle of friends.

I just feel so lonely.. all the time.
And it doesn't help that I still don't have any friends at Cathedral..
No one wants to talk to me here, either :/

Is there something wrong with me?
I'd like to know. ._.
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Okay, that's enough sad stuff for one blog post.

So let's talk about what has happened in my not so wonderful life today.
I woke up at 6:20.
That's early, right?
I should have made it to school on time, right?
No.

I ended up falling back asleep and not waking up on time to have a shower to catch my 7:25 bus. So then I caught the next one that comes at 7:55.

That already made me late. I was actually contemplating not going at all, but I did anyways. The bus was packed, and everyone got off at every stop. It doesn't help that my bus ride is already a 40 minute drive.. o.o;

So I get on the bus, and before I hit downtown, the bus went on some crazy ass detour. I ended up having to get off and walking downtown, which took like ten minutes. By now, it's like nine O.O.

I get to the king bus stop, and it comes ten minutes later. So it's like, quarter after by now I believe.

It goes to the go station, and sits there for like FIFTEEN MINUTES.
I was so late. Ohmygosh.

I ended up getting to school at 9:31, with 14 minutes of period one left to spare xD.
The secratary told me to go to that class, so I went. The teacher was taking pictures of the class when I walked in, and as soon as she saw me she was like "CHELSEY GET IN THE PICTURE 8DD"
I'm like "..okay o.o"

And yeah. That was my morning.
At least I made it to school xD..

Now I'm in period two.
Doing shit all.
We have a supply.
We're supposed to be working on an essay or something.
I did the intro and paragraph one and gave up. The essay actually makes no sense. My class is health. There is no actual one question on the essay, just a series of different questions for each paragraph. The essay is supposed to be focusing on my health. That's it. I don't know what to focus on, and I thought essays werent supposed to be in first person?

I don't get it ;-;
And I don't know if I'm supposed to focus on the negative factors influencing my health, the positive ones, or both? o.o Both kind of makes no sense, and it seems like it would be too much for a five paragraph essay. Since each paragraph have diffrent questions that can't really relate to both the negative and positive. Some of them focus on negative and some focus on positive. It's just a big jumbled mess.

My health teacher is actually so dumb.
And she makes no sense.

Whatever.
Anyways, I have nothing left to talk about, so yeah.
I guess that's all for now bloggers c:

"That's right I'm going to be a bad girl, I'M GOING TO STEAL THE GOAT"

So I haven't written a blog in quite some time :3.

Maybe I should fill all y'all in about what's happened in the past..week.. o.o

Let's go all the way back into the past, to last Friday. I think that's a good way to start.

So on Friday this is what went down:

- Went to school for one period :3.

- Went to BR to get yearbook. Didn't get it.

- Slept over at Quinn's house.

Saturdaaaaay:

- Actually, I don't really remember what went down :3. So you may think I did whatever you want in your head 8D.

Sunday yoh:

- Thanksgiving with the fam.

Mmmm.

Monday:

- Thanksgiving dinner with Quinn's famjam.

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Tuesday/ Wednesday:

- Went to school, blah.

- Skipped fifth on Wednesday.

- Hung out with Quinn after school on Wednesday (<3)

- That's pretty much it ya'll.

Oh, yeah, no problem for filling you all in.

So, that brings us all the way to today, Thursday October 14th, 2010.

Today was a pretty normal day, I guess :).

I went to all my classes, *round of applause*,

Oh thanks.

First period, we finished watching Fly Boys. It's actually an amazing movie. It's about the pilots in World War One, and the dog fights and such. It was kind of sad though, but that's okay :3. The war wasn't about happiness.

Second period we did this stupid fucking shit ass graph thing. Let's just say my teachers mentally retarded in the head. Oh yeah, and the presentation I was done two weeks ago? I haven't presented yet. I was the first one done, and the teacher keeps pushing back my presentation date. She's actually pissing me off, like holy shit. I just want to get it over with.

Third period was blah. We did some questions, I finished them with half an hour to spare, and I basically sat around for the last bit of class.

Fourth was lunch, I went downtown for no reason. I ate Timmys :3. Mmmmmm.

Fifth was gaaaaay. We read a short story, got our review for the test on Monday, studied a bit, and then did nothing. The kids in that class are like, stupid. I honestly heard some girl say, and I quote,"But girl's hearts are in their boobs". Wow. Really? How dumb do you have to be. I'm pretty sure my IQ dropped to about negative nine million after I heard that one.

After school I hung out with Quinn, we just chilled and such; went downtown with my brother. Got some McD's, went to ma house. Waited around till my Dad would come home. Played some Dead Rising 2. Went to McD's again and KFC. Got some shitty food. Ate it. Hugged. Cuddled. Watched tv. And then walked Quinny to da bus stop :3.

It was an overall good day :3.

I liked it a lot

In other news, some shit bullshit, yaba daba doo;

Tomorrow Quinn and I will be heading over to my dear Ashley's house to enjoy a wonderful Texas Mickey party ;). Don't worry, I won't party too hard.

LOL, just kidding; I'll party really hard.

lulululululul

Ew.

Shutup.

Fuck

Why do people have to argue about every goddamn thing ?

If you don't like something, keep your fucking mouth shut.

Let everyone else be happy with what they believe or like.

No one wants your fucking opinion.

Thanksgiving. ♥

MMMM All I can smell is turkey, buns, stuffing, mashed potatoes, carrots, and other yummy things.

I'm so hungry.

I just wanted to say that I'm thankful for all of you bloggers, most of you are my closest friends. I love all of you, and you mean the world to me. Don't forget it.

Happy Thanksgiving to all of you, :3 <3.

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Yay, finally have Mockingjay x3.

I couldn't wait any longer $:

I can't wait to read it :D.

PS, sorry Clara x3. I said I'd buy it from you but I really couldn't wait $:

♥♥

Lyrics that explain my life :')

Yep, you're a hoe- a nasty one.
Yep, I'm a bitch- a classy one.

Trying to give me the fingers kinda like giving a spider the web, I’m just gonna spin it and try to use it to my advantage. I catch a fly in that bitch, you think you fly you just food. I give as much as a flying fuck as that Superman dude.

Thats all I think of you.

Oh boy, you stand by me. I'm forever yours, faithfully ♥

This weekend was pretty much the most amazing weekend I've had in awhile x3

On Friday I went to Quinns.

On Saturday I went to the movies with Quinn and my brother, and then went to Quinn's house.

And today I went to Quinn's... xD

We saw Let Me In at Jackson, and it was the most fucked movie I've ever seen :). There was legit no point to it at all. It was about this emo vampire chick meeting a little boy and then fucking him senseless, and then leaving the city together, even though they're like 12; basically.

Okay it really wasn't about that, you got me :$

They actually didn't fuck :)

I don't really know what else to talk about.

Oh, well I played Grand Theft Auto at Quinns, and my only mission was to find a fucking hooker. Cause that's all I really care about, and you know it yourselves that it's the only exciting thing in the game ;3.

So I find one, AFTER LIKE TWO HOURS.

And I pick her up in my goddamn shitty ass car.

And it's about to like, die basically.

AND I GET INTO AN ALLY,

AND SOME FAT GUY JUMPS IN FRONT OF MY CAR & MAKES ME RUN HIM OVER

WHILE THERE WAS A COP RIGHT THERE.

SO BASICALLY, I GOT ONE STAR WANTED LEVEL.

I was so mad.

All I wanted was the hooker ;-;

lost & insecure, you found me.

I'm in History class ^___^
I just finished my assingment so I be bloggin'.
I think it turned out very well, my assingment I mean x3.
I be texting Quinn aswell :3.
Next I have Health, also have to work on a project all period there aswell ;-;
Blah.

Otay anyways I go nao.
Bye <3.

I'll be fine once I get it, I'll be good.

So today was a semi good day ^__^

Wait no scratch that, it was a completely good day x3.

Yesterday I didn't go to school. (Long story) So my Dad didn't call, and whatever, I was scared to go today because I didn't want to get in trouble. But I went anyways.

I get there and I was like to attendance "I need to speak to a VP apparently because I missed yesterday" and they were like "It's already been cleared", and I was all like "LOLWTF" and I took an admit slip and walked away.

The funny thing is, is that my brother skipped yesterday too and they gave him a truancy. I can guarantee that neither of my parents called, and that Cathedral just fucked it up.

It's funny though c:

At lunch I went to my Mom's and she gave me fifty bucks? Lol, I don't know.

When I came home I called Wind (cell phone company) like ten million times. They kept giving me different answers about the plan and stuff on my phone. :S. They're so messed, I don't even know.

I missioned it to like six different stores (actually four) to get a fucking top up card.

I WENT TO ALL OF THE STORES THAT IT SAID ON WIND'S WEBSITE, EVERY STORE DIDN'T SELL THEM.

I gave up all hope and went to some stupid convenience store. Thinking that they wouldn't have them.

But they ended up having them x3

And now I have a phone :D.

So yeah, *happy*.

That's really all.

Side rant: I don't care anymore. Say what you want. I know what's real and what's not. So do other people. You're a contradictory hypocrite. That's all.

Today, alalalallala

Rant time.

So I *love* how you befriend me. Well I actually don't really care. I've had enough of all your problems. Everyday there was something new. And I was always there. No matter what. But I can't do it anymore. ALL you do is complain. Can't you see that? And it's about the stupidest shit. About how you're obsessed over boys that don't give a fuck about you. Seriously grow up. No one cares about that. Everyone gets annoyed by it. And where is it getting you if all you do is complain about it? Move on. Legit don't care anymore. Have fun with your own fucking life. Go make new friends and bitch to them everyday. You make me so fucking angry. /endrant.

Well, today was pretty much amazing.

But first, the odd things. There's two I guess D;

I went to school, obviously (except for fifth lol) we had a flood at our school D:! Ohnos.

I couldnt go to my locker cause it flooded there ;-; they blocked it off. Those fucks.

My health teacher told us about how she was raped in Las Vegas.

Yeahh.. :/

The last part of the day was really good though x3.

Me and Quinn hung out <3

We didn't do, anything really xD.

Just laid around all lazy-like, and watched tv and stuffz.

We talked about a lot of things. It definitely brought us closer and made our relationship more meaningful. I'm so happy x3.

FFS

SHUT THE FUCK UP.
You're fucked, grow up.
I legit don't even care, and all the stuff your saying is bullshit.

;-;

I keep listening to the same song over and over again just because..

i cant take this

Thanks for that.. ._.;

Nope.

Not giving out my passwords anymore.

My dear we're slow dancing in a burning room. ♫

I think I'm going to cry.

It just all makes sense..

Whatever I don't even care anymore :/..

Better work..

This be a test

All I gotta say is, fuck you Google Chrome.

:3.

I was just thinking abbout you, m'dear x3

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Chelsey Alexandria Cole September 24 at 3:39am

really? :3

Quinn T Fappiano September 24 at 3:39am Report

Yes c: x3

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Chelsey Alexandria Cole September 24 at 3:40am

Well I was thinking about you too ♥.

Quinn T Fappiano September 24 at 3:41am Report

Dats why we talking x3 i love you ♥

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Chelsey Alexandria Cole September 24 at 3:41am

I love you too :3 ♥.

Well isn't that cute x3.

Fucking crackbook

I love how when I get home to talk to Quinn Facebook decides to be a fuck.
Like it won't even process the request.

KBVLNSLDKVBNLDFKGKSDFLGNLDFKNVDFKLNAGVKL;DSNVBKLD'NVAGRJVIODRFGHNIFOAGH;SDFKDFIOKLDNGKDFLNGSFKLGNDFLK;GASFNGJDFKL;GHNADK'LFGBNKLADF'NGDKLFNGKLDFNGDFKLNGKLDFGBNDFKL;NLDFG

Urgh it's like down or something. It won't do anything >_< Fml

Anyways, school today was alright. Carly, my cousin, got into Cathedral. ^________^ *dances forever*

She has my lunch now, so we can hang out :D. We both didn't know anyone so now we have each other to hang out with.

We had a mass and it was so long and boring. I had to go up and get communion and it was gross. I forgot how bad it tasted D;.. And I totally forgot what to say after you receive it xD I was like o.o; ..kisdjfsdklgn "AMEN 8DDD" It was so bad, omg.

At lunch I met up with Carly and we went to Timmies. I bought the both of us a muffin :3. I gots a banana nut muffin x3. They're so good :3.

She put all her stuff in my locker so now it's like lodkhfdklsg over flowing to the max. We can barely fit our stuff in there xD. The lockers are so tiny D:

After that (since we got kicked out of the hallway of my locker) we went to the forum and just chilled and talked until fifth started.

Then I went to my new fifth period (which is in a portable I , YET AGAIN.. Not impressed ;-;) and it was actually so fun x3. There's three people I know in that class from my elementary school so we all talk. c:

Over all today was a good day ^___^ I'm glad I went. I actually want to go to school a lot tomorrow now x3.

Find nothing but faith in nothing.

So I thought I should change up my blog you know. Make it look ..better ;3.

It doesn't look good, but I like it c:
I don't care what you say >:C

Anyways so a lot happened today.

Well if you really think about.. not a lot actually happened today.. xD.

So this morning I stayed home from school because I was having really bad pains due to girl related things :c. I woke up and it was so bad. I mean, I could barely walk. So, I get up anyways and try to get ready for school.. but it was so intense I couldn't even do that.

How could I go to school if I was like that? >_<

So I didn't go.

I didn't even call my dad and tell him that I wasn't going cause I was embarrassed to tell him the reason why, and I couldn't get ahold of my mom >_<.

Quinn told me to meet me downtown because he said he buy me painkiller stuff for it. My dad didn't have anything for pain. He doesn't have any medicine actually D;

It was so bad when I was going downtown, I was crying. That's how bad the pain was. I felt sick, I felt weak, I felt like I was going to faint. It was SO bad.

Holy crap.

I ended up getting ahold of my mom, and she understood. I told her to call my dad and explain cause I couldn't do it. So hopefully he isn't mad about my staying home :c. Since I never asked or anything.

I cleaned the whole house for my dad so hopefully that calms him down a bit D:

I don't want him to think that I was just skipping >_<

And I regret not calling him about it because he's just going to get more mad.

Ohwell.

Other than that, spending some time with Quinn (even though I was in a lot of pain) was nice x3. It was kind of badass since it was during school. Good thing neither of us got in trouble x3.

Roar.

"Happiness hit her like a train on a track. Coming towards her, stuck still; no turning back."

I don't know what you want from me.

You told me all you wanted was for me to be happy.

But when the tables turned- you stole that away.

With a twist of fate, and a change of the day;

Our feelings were beaten and left to die.

I pushed myself up, because all we can do is survive.

So you laid on the ground- bitter and cold.

I became young- while you just grew old.

I ran and I played; danced and I sang.

You just watched as time ticked away.

Another pointless blog, brought to you from my bordom .. and History class.

Ohnoes my tummy is rumbling :c.
I'm really hungry.

OU A TEXT MESSAGE FROM QUINN x3.
*reads*

So I'm in class right now. History.
*deep sigh*
Whatever, this class is retarded. I mean, not the course.
Just the people are.

I finished the work in like ten minutes, that was supposed to be for the whole period. I love the responses when I'm done -.-

"HOW DID YOU FINISH SO QUICKLY?!?!"

Okay there kiddies, it was twenty questions. Maybe do the work instead of picking the snot out of your nose. -.-

I swear they're all mentally challanged.
Why am I even *in* this class? >_< Urgh :c
I know why ;-; ...

There's like, twenty (?) minutes left of class now.
I don't really know what to talk about.
xD Or what to do..

Oh I like cute text messages x3.
*blushblush*

So I have this like, really weird obsession with Ke$ha. o.o;
Like, it's really bad ;3.

But that's okay. I don't mind.
*reminisces on picture that quinn sent me*
8DDD

ANYWAYS
These kids are singing Alejandro D: By Lady Gaga.
Whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhy -.-
I hate that song. It's so overplayed D;
and it's like, fucking old now.
LISTEN TO SOME NEW MUSIC D;

OMG 2:35 O.O
*counts*
27 minutes left D;
I was wrong before.
I think there's twenty seven left.
Or I'm just fucking retarded.

Oh boy, I wish I could reply to Quinn but I can't D; This supply is a fucking phone nazi and I'm going to throw a chair at her face :c.

WHY ARE THEY TALKING ABOUT CHUCK NORRIS
WHY
WHAT THE FUCK
DO YOUR WORK.
YOU FUCKS.

I hate grade tens?
Like, a lot. :
They're kind of, really.. Oh I don't know, immature ;s.

There's this girl in my class that looks like she's in grade twelve o.o;
but she's in grade ten.
Omg wtf.

URGH I'M SO BORED. WHY DID I FINISH SO EARRRLLLYYY ..
LMAO
I took that out of context ;3.

I'm like talking to myself.
Well technically blogger.
But they're my thoughts,
so yeah.. I'm going to settle with myself.

Anyways, I'm just like ..rambling ;s.
CAN YOU TELL THAT I'M BORED?!


Urgh my tummy ish hungry :c
Someone feed my tummy :c.

quinn has a chocolate shake -.-
He's like, indirectly rubbing it in my face.
Since I JUST said that I was hungry.

Whatta meanie x3.

So like, seventeen minutes left? Whaddddup

I really can't stop thinking about food, and it's going to take an hour to get home ;-;.

*sighs forever*

:c.

I would stop blogging, but then I'd have like, absolutely nothing to do .. at all. So I'll just continue blogging about what time it is, and how hungry I am.. and how stupid these kids are -.-. Should be ..fun.. :s

Sixteen minutess... :c

WDF I CAN'T LOG INTO HOTMAIL CAUSE THE AT SYMBOL IS BEING A FUCK AND MAKING A STAR SYMBOL.


urgh I hate this keyboard.
Omg I'm going to go read my life is average 8D.

*Kills time*
Plus one 8D.

Their word of the day is hydrogen c:

The other day, I was sitting in history when this really obnoxious boy called out "NO!" loudly. My teacher immediately shot back "That's what she will say, dear." I have now seen a 60 year old lady tell a "that's what she said" joke. MLIA.


HAHAHHAH I legit laughed forever.

Omg :3.

There's only like..
NINE WHOLE MINUTES LEFT 8D

I sho happy, :3.

I think I should go nao though x3.

Since school's over soon c:

Atleast I got to read *some* MLIA's. x3

Anyways, I'll talk to you later frands c:

Bye for now :3 ~

Nine things I guess..

Just a few things to go through very quickly because my lack of motivation to write a long, and sincere blog post is over-whelming me ^__^.

1. This weekend was the best weekend of my life.

2. You suck, a lot.

3. Thanks for caring so much, it really means a lot to me <3.

4. Get over yourself, kay thanks.

5. Back off. :3

6. Tomorrow's school.. urgh.

7. I had no homework at least, and I'm already ahead in one of my classes.

8. I made a decision. Don't hate me.

9. What I did was wrong, on so many levels.

That's all I really wanted to get out.

So yeah.. Goodbye x3

(L)

I'm on the pursuit of happiness, and I know; everything that shines ain't always going to be gold.

Blahblahblah.

Why is that no matter what the situation is in my life, I am always stuck in the middle?
Stuck in the middle of friendships,
stuck in the middle of parents,
stuck in the middle of fights,
everything.

I'm always stuck there.
And it doesn't matter how many times I try and work things out; things are always brought back to me. I can't take it anymore.

It actually turned out long.. o.0

So I'm sitting in class right now?
History. -.-
I'm lurking formpspring, e-mails, twitter, and blogger. Thank god they allow them at school.. or maybe they just haven't found out about them yet. *enjoys every minute I have with them*

I hope they don't block them D: That would be so gay.

Anyways just to re-cap everything that has happened in the past week :). I have fifteen minutes so this isn't going to be very detailed or long. I have a buy out at 12, and then I'm heading up to Berbeuf to hang out with Quinn after school x3.

So I moved to my Dad's. It wouldn't be so bad, he's a good Dad, and he does everything for me and my brothers. However, he lives in Dundas... -.-. I mean, it takes forty minutes (?) just to get to school in the morning. I guess it's better that I'm at his house since my Mom's a fucking stupid retard (as some of you may be vaguely aware of, if not, just trust me when I say that she is; and on so many levels).

Yesterday I hung out with Eric for a bit. It was fun, and I got to meet his dog Umbra ^_^ She's really.. hyper o.o All the time, but pretty fun to be around (and she's so cute, omg x3)

We went to the falls and sat there for a bit and just talked, he tied Umbra to the pole and somehow managed to untie herself xD. It was funny though, because even though she managed to get out, she was still biting the leash afterwards not realizing that she was free xDDD. It was kinda cute c:

After that we walked back to the bus stop, and by the time I got him it was around tenish (É) (Damn, I`ve managed to put the keyboard on French T_T I don`t know how to get out of it.. fml)

Anyways now it`s like, 11:46 and I`m sitting in grade ten history T_T Blah, it`s so retarded. I hate being in a class full of younger kids.. but then again I don`t cause then my anxiety goes down s; Like.. idk. It`s fucked. BUT STILL. They`re so stupid. Urgh .. o.o

We get out at 12. Theres a football game today at 1 or something at Ivorm Wynne, HA. Im not even going to go .. even though I bought a ticket D; The only reason why I bought a ticket was cause they were saying how it might not be a half day today or full dismisal at 12 for the whole school. So me, being the smart kid I am, buys a buy out ticket for the game today just to get out of school, AND THEN THIS MORNING THEY FREAKEN ANNOUNCE THAT ITS A HALF DAY FOR THE WHOLE SCHOOL T_T. Fuck, theyre so decieving, stealing my money and shit D; I dont really care though, since it was 2 dollars.. BUT STILL, TWO WHOLE DOLLARS. THATS 200 HUNDRED PENNIES. THATS ALOT, KAY THANKS.

So this blog post ended up being relatively long. I think Im just going to keep typing for another five minutes though. Its only 11:50, and I didnt bring my book to class to read. So if I type for five minutes, itll be 11:55, and then Itll take me like 30 seconds to log off everything (paranoid) and then shut the computer down. AND THEN ILL WAIT FOR 4 MINUTES AND 30 SECONDS TO GET OUT OF SCHOOL ;DDD YEE. I hope I dont get to berbeuf too early. I brought clothes to change into, but should I change hereÉ (Thats my supposed question mark button D:.. its not a french capital e with an accent aigu)or maybe I should change at Jackson and kill some time.. yes this is what Ill do

Urgh.. announcements about dismissal and the football I bought a ticket for that I was never planning on going too... Woo -.- Stupid Cathedral. I hate you. No I really dont but still.

Anyways, this is the end now. Its 11:54 and Im going to be going soon.
NOW ITS 11:55 AND I DID WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO.
So yeah..
Bye for now !
:3.

:)

This was how my morning played out.

Mom - "Chelsey wake up it's 6:30"
Me - "ACTUALLY IT'S 6:33 AND MY ALARM IS CLEARLY SET FOR 6:45, GO AWAY"

*Falls back asleep*

Josh - "Chelsey it's 6:40, you have to wake up and get ready"
Me - "MY ALARM IS SET FOR 6:45 LET ME SLEEP FOR FIVE MORE MINUTES, WHAT DO YOU GUYS NOT UNDERSTAND. IT CLEARLY DOES NOT TAKE AN HOUR TO GET TO SCHOOL FROM HERE. IT TAKES TEN MINUTES TO WALK THERE. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS? I'M SIXTEEN YEARS OLD, IN GRADE TWELVE. I'VE BEEN GOING TO HIGH SCHOOL FOR THREE YEARS ALREADY. I KNOW HOW TO WAKE MYSELF UP. "

Josh - "What time is it now?"
Me - "6:45, FUCK."

;)

Kinda love my life a lot?

I couldn't stop laughing. <3


cђelsey, says:
LOL
;3
;3333333333333333333333333333333333
;) ;) ;)
kankowski. says:
LOOOOL stop that
cђelsey, says:
dont do anything i wouldnt do
;3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
kankowski. says:
LMAAO
cђelsey, says:
i dont even know what that means
but ;) ;) ;)
kankowski. says:
i don't even know what you would or wouldn't do, so what am i allwoed to do? LOL
cђelsey, says:
basically anything
LMAO KIDDING
llmalmalLMALAMALMAOALOLOLOL
kankowski. says:
LMFAAOOOOO
cђelsey, says:
;) ;) ;)
i dont know what else to put so .. ;)
kankowski. says:
LOOOOOLLLL *dies laughing*
cђelsey, says:
*sigh* why is that face so sexually suggestive?
i mean
"im doing homework.. ;)"
kankowski. says:
LOOL
cђelsey, says:
YEAH OKAY YOU LIAR
kankowski. says:
loooooooooooooooooooooooooool
cђelsey, says:
"I just shot baby seal.... ;) "
kankowski. says:
LMFAO
cђelsey, says:
"I just had sex ;) ;) ;);) "
kankowski. says:
LMFAAOOO WELL DUH

OMG THANK YOU.

I just found out how to do this, like now.
Thanks to Caroline <3.

She's so awesome I luh her for doing this.

Even though it was pretty obvious 8DD.

Lol, kay bye :3.

Okay then.

Why can't people just fucking tell me what's on their minds without making a big deal out of it ?
I mean, that's why I'm fucking here.
To listen.
Pretty sure I'm not going to get mad about every fucking thing on the planet.. :|

Whatever (Y)!

Dear Ashley Way.

So all I came on blogger for was to write about the dream I had last night, because it was fairly interesting, and I haven't had a dream I remembered in a long time.

RANT TIME:
However, I come online to find people adding their opinions that were definitely not needed. Since they have no idea of what is going on, and have only received one side of the story.

Your a hypocrite, and your extremely biased.

I wanted to focus on the depression part of your blog post.

(Prepare to read)

"DO NOT discourage her FREEDOM of speech or her healthy ways of dealing with things."

Alright, well.. you see. It's kind of not really healthy at all when the content of Caroline's blog post is talking about self-harm. If she didn't want attention, then she would have talked to her friends privately. Not a blogging website. Since she did use the site, though, she must have at least acknowledged that the comments she would receive would be negative. If she didn't realize that, well then she's just really ignorant.

Depression hurts, but not only one person in this circle of friends is dealing with depression. I can count 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 other people that are currently dealing with struggles in their lives. It hurts, I know. But that is what friends and family were made for. To talk, to comfort one another in the most depressing times of our lives. And since you clearly do not know anything I have been there for Caroline through the thick and the thin, no matter what. I was there. Depression affects more than one person, or were you not aware of this?

"Who Does Depression Affect?

Depression can affect anyone, at anytime. And it doesn't just affect the person who is depressed. Friends, family, and others who care about the depressed person are affected as well."

I feel what Caroline feels. When she is depressed, I am depressed. She is my friend, no matter what I have said. I love her, so I feel pain and sorrow for her when she is hurting, and I try my best to be there for her. Whether it be giving advice, or just listening to what she has to say, I am there.

You are clearly uneducated on depression. So here is a link to a website that talks about depression.

http://stason.org/TULARC/health/articles/Who-Does-Depression-Affect.html

Do not try and educate me on depression when I am well aware of how it affects a human being. You clearly do not know anything.

I have been dealing with depression since 2003 and beyond that. I know how it feels to be down, and I can fully relate to everything Caroline has told me, (we are very, very similair.. not that you ever knew that, or cared). Not only have I been dealing with depression, but so have all of the closest people to me; my loved ones. It hurts to watch everyone go down, so yes Ashley, we in fact do feel what she is feeling when she is suffering. Maybe not to the same degree, but it is very close.

Yes, depression is a sickness that makes everyday feel horrible. But it also makes it feel horrible for the people around said person that love and care for them. Other peoples opinions are needed.. whether it be harsh or comforting; having an opinion from some one else tells you what you are doing wrong or what you are doing to hurt others, and above all; yourself.

Clearly, when Caroline posted about how she was going to break the promise that she made with several of her best friends, would obviously make them upset. Not only does it make them upset, it also makes them angry because of her non-chalant wording and uncaring self respect. As if no one cares, when in fact, MANY people care; and she has yet to realize this.

So in these last and final lines of this blog-post that should not have ever needed to be posted, I hope you realize just how uneducated you have made yourself appear. Along with biased, and hypocritical.

Next time, try and get the full story before you go around making accusations and pass judgement about people, when you, in fact, only know one side of the story or refuse to listen to the other sides.

If you want to throw our friendship out, along with everyone elses, then that is fine. You clearly do not give a shit about it, and your views on friendship are repulsive and disgusting.

Anyways,
Have a wonderful day today,

Chelsey. A. Cole.

OMGWTFWAFFLES.

So my emotions have been on overdrive lately.. And I think it's about time for the biggest rant of my lifetime.

This may take a few hours.. Seeing as I just want to get everything out of my system that has been in there for months now.. This also includes the fact that I'm lazy & normally take breaks in between blog posts.

Prepare yourself for a long blog post.

Well, I don't know where to begin. I think it's because my emotions are just itching to get out. This is ridiculous.. It's bad when you can't pour your emotions out properly because you don't know where to start, and it's been so long since you've even considered spilling how you really feel.

It's already been two hours.. I mean really?
I've still been thinking of how to start this.

I've been talking to people though.. and maybe this is where I should start.
I mean, it's what's been taking up the most space in my mind the last couple of days.. So I guess it makes sense.

I hate the fact that this is happening. No scratch that, I don't hate it. I honestly don't know what to make of it. Is this really happening? When I woke up the next morning I thought it was only a dream. Where are you coming from? Why is this happening? Did this just start all of a sudden, or was it pressed into the back of your mind for quite some time now?
I mean, give me some closure. We're just beating around the bush half the time, and we know it ourselves.
It's just so hard not to care about your feelings. Actually, I could never not care about them. I already said this. Watching you slowly deteriorate from all of this misery is saddening. I can't explain it.. I mean. URGH I DON'T KNOW. I hate conflicting emotions.


This is what is running through my head:

Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?



Omgawsh there is one gummy bear left, but I'm so full. I mean, it's the last one, I should just eat it, right? But I can't take anymore sugar for today. If I eat it I might very well throw up. BUT IT'S ONLY ONE GUMMY BEAR. WHY IS EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE SO GOD DAMN CONFLICTING.

Seriously, I can't take this massive emotional blow that has just hit me. Like, it's not like it's just one thing. I'm feeling confused, hurt, betrayed, angry, miserable, happy, love, caring. WHAT IN THE WORLD. There's so many different stories and reasonings behind everyone of those emotions too, and there so BIG! I mean, my emotions are big. They feel like they're weighing me down.. like it's unbearable. It's so much, they're distracting me, and I can't even convey them properly.

I'm in need of some music right now.. Jeez. Someone bring me some freaken head phones.

I think music would definitely do the trick. I can relate to it better than anything. Just to know that there are millions of people out there who live all across the planet going through the same thing I am, is soothing.

Is that sick & twisted? I'm sure it's not :\..

I feel like, (and I'm not trying to sound better or greater than anyone) that I view the world differently than most. Like, that it's so obscene that no one know's where I'm coming from, or how I'm feeling because my lack of communication skills deems me to keep it to myself. I can't convey my view on anything properly without contradicting myself or being a hypocrite. I just feel like my view on things is so outstandingly different, that I can't even process it. It's not just the world, but like everything about the world. EVERYTHING.

WHAT THE FUCK.

Why am I so complex? I want to be simple. It's easier that way.

Anyways side note.. I'm going to Cathedral (hopefully)
We have an interview tomorrow at eleven.
Wish me luck guys!

/end of outrageously long and insignificant rant.