Spider's are evil.

OHAAAAYYYYY

Today.
Something happened, so I couldn't hang out with Nicole and Lorrie. We were supposed to go see Scott Pilgrim vs. The World in Ancaster today. I would have seen it for the second time (:D/:c)

But I can't cause some stuff came up.

Wanna hear a funny story?
Well, of course I you do.

Last night I was looking out my window.
There was this spider, you see.
I hate spiders, I'm like, deathly scared of them.
Anyone who knows me, knows how bad it is.
So I tried ..burning.. it xD.
I didn't want to touch it, and I didn't want it to touch my stuff.
(ew spider mush :S)
So I go to put the lighter up to it, and all of a sudden..
IT JUMPS AT ME
I get up EXTREMELY FAST.
Lightning fast.
& All of a sudden, I get a HUGE nose bleed.
I guess it was because of me jumping up and running out of my room.
It was so scary.
It started gushing blood :c.
It was all the spider's fault!
Spider's are freaken evil.
Don't ever trust them.

Sidejoke: My brother Jay, we found his old report card. He got a C+ in English Writing. Lol, but he got a A+ in French Writing. xD. How that worked out, we will never know.

:3

Well I had my doubts, I'm not going to lie.
But I realized what I want tonight.
It kinda hit me like a brick.
I'm no longer doubtful.

:c

When you told me that you didn't understand me
It was like being choked to death.. I couldn't even find breathe.

Being hyper and not saying one word in real life is actually really, reaaallly, weird. xD

Chelsey Cole.
16 years old.
Rating: Super awesome.
Health Status: Hyper.

Objective: To go crazy.

Missions in life:
Run around outside.
Destroy my room to see what cool stuff I find.
Play GH Areosmith.
Stay up all night.
Sit on my roof.
Read the hunger games.
Eat more candy. (LEVEL UP. 8DD)
More monsters. (LEVEL UP 8DD)
Be super hyper for the rest of my life.
Talk to Quinn, but he's mad at me.
Hangout with Caroline & have a non sleep over.
Write a novel 8D.
Watch Scott Pilgrim.. again.
Re arrange my room.
Go shopping.
Take random hyper pictures 8D.
MONSTER OVERLOADDDD

Health: Critical - Crashing.
Chelsey needs to find more Monsters in order to increase health status 8D

Chelsey ventures off to find more monsters.

Chelsey stumbled upon bag.

*Chelsey opened it and was attacked with sudden death of blog post.

Objective failed.

G A M E O V E R

8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Eleven things.

A few things to talk,rant, and question about here.

1. Today was fun. I went shopping with Quinn.. to get stuff for back to school. I only bought some clothes(I'm not going back to BR, or even a catholic school) and a new bag though. I did pretty well. I bought a transformers & spider-man shirt (<3) along with new jeans and two other shirts.

2. Yesterday was Caroline's BBQ thing that I went to. It was for Hannah's going away party since she's going to college. It was fun :3. We had tacos. They were really yummy. Me, Caroline, & Quinn just kept to ourselves though. It was fun nonetheless ;D.

3. Rant: If you left your Facebook logged on at someone's house by accident. Would you trust that they wouldn't go through your stuff? And if they did, and didn't tell you for a week, would you get upset? That's like someone hacking your account. I guess it's your fault in the first place that you left it logged on without logging out, but shouldn't they have just logged off for you? Especially if it was someone you trust?

4. People are irritating me with their comments towards people. It's not needed. Drop it.

5. School's in a week or so, & I'm still not registered anywhere. I've been calling the same school for two weeks now, and they haven't answered at all (plus they're voice-mail's full). I'm going to try again tomorrow, hopefully they answer! D:

6. If I just go to BR one day before school starts will they give me my transcripts on the spot? I kind of really need them & I kind of can't wait very long for them. *hyperventilates*

7. Sometimes admitting you're wrong takes a lot, but makes you stronger in the end. It also makes your friendships stronger, and allows it grow. I'm glad I said sorry to the people that were in my life before. They deserve my apologies. Call me a hypocrite, I don't care :D.

8. Eric's kinda my new best friend since he just found the Scott Pilgrim comics online for me. NBD.

9. I want to call you, but I know you're probably sleeping.

10. I bought The Hunger Games today! It looks amazing. I can't wait to read it. I might start tonight since I'm all hyped up on energy drinks and candy. I'm not even tired anymore, the only thing that's making me want to sleep is the fact that my legs are killing me. Eff you mall.

11. Quinn gave me The outsiders and Misery to read as well. So many books to read, so little time (but not really).

~

Well, this kind of turned out to be more of a "top ten things you want to tell ten people anon" thing. I didn't really mean it that way, I just wanted to get things off my chest.

/end of blog post.

Life life life

I'm having a life changing moment.

The background music from the television isn't really helping. It's making my life changing moment much more dramatic.

I love how my life changing moment/ epiphany, is me sitting in front of a computer screen, sipping on Root Beer out of a glass, in a twilight shirt and yoga pants.

Yep, don't judge me.

Anyways, I've kinda been like thinking.. about relationships and stuff. And I'm really not to sure about them anymore. I mean, I'm sure about mine. But it's just.. if it's going to end (which I'm not saying it will, and I'm not saying it won't) then what's the point? Why is it worth such heart ache and drama afterwards? I don't get it. I get that it's to prepare us for marriage one day or a long term committed relationship, but really.. why not just wait till that one person that's ready to settle down with you? I don't even get it anymore.

I'm only saying this cause we're teenagers, and it's just realistic to think or know that the relationship you're in is probably going to end one day.

It's so depressing, T_T Just to think that you could be with someone for years, and then just realize one day that they're not for you. You break up, and move on to someone else.

It just seems so wasteful & awful

And I've seen my hopes fall too many times before. I know I'm only young but I just don't like things to end. I can't handle it.

What do you think? :c

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Fml.

I didn't want to do that..
Omg.

I hate my life.

When the lights go out, we'll be safe & sound ♥

Ohay, so guess what? I'm at my Dad's house.
And really, really bored.

I'm kind of waiting for Quinn to wake up,
Even though he told me to call him at eleven.. It's eleven now I believe o.o;

My brothers are playing Call of Duty 4. I'm just listening to them. They take it way too seriously. -.- What tools.

So I kind of have a rant. I guess.

Here it goes:

I hate how I feel like I have to try and meet your needs.. like nothing else matters. I mean, I know we're really close. But it feels like I have to lie to you half the time about what I really want to do because you get upset about everything. I don't know, it just seems like you look for reasons to be upset. Like, nothing can ever just make you happy. I mean, can't you just be happy for us? I suppose that's too hard -.- .. considering when something happens, you seem to get all mad and upset. It kinda seems like you're jealous... I mean, when we hang out, you get upset cause you want to hang out want to hang out with one of us.. but it can never be at the same time. I don't know. It's so gay.

End of rant

So lol, I just told my brother how I didn't want to take a shower with his nasty guy shampoo. And this is what he said:

"Maybe Quinn will like you more if you smell like a boy."
I'm like "No that's gay." xD

"Fucking yougahahaha" That's what Jay said to the game :). I don't know what it's supposed to mean or anything.

Do you remember the nights
We made our way dreaming
Hoping of being
Someone big
We were so young then
We were too crazy
In love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

♥

I love that song, it's so cute.

We the kingsss ♥

They're cute.




Me - "I'm so confused with my life right now"
Josh- "Why did you realize that no one likes you?"

Love you too bro ♥

Now they're argueing over the ps3.
Oh how I adore them ♥.

Sweet Caroline.

So I have become rather bored..
& what do you do when you're bored?
You blog.

Well it was kind of Caroline's idea.

"I'm bored, you should blog."
"Okay, give me something to blog about"
"Me"
"Okay :D"

This blog is now completely dedicated to Caroline.
What should I talk about..
*thinks forever*.

Well, I know I'm blogging about Caroline. But what do I say?

Maybe how goddamn awesome she is.
How she's like, my best frand.
How we used to beat the system in commtech and do nothing else.

Commtech <3.

*Those were fun times.
Even though I hated br, I'm going to miss it (and for all you who didn't know, I'm not coming back).

*Especially the times when I would skip class to go hang out with Caroline on her lunch since we were separated.

Why would they separate us at lunches?! Those cruel bastards.

Do you know who I like?
Lady Gaga.

This pictures cute, of her. I mean her hair looks adorable :3.


I also like this picture
of Katy Perry and Ke$ha


I just like them both.

THIS IS ABOUT CAROLINE
*focuses*

...Ouu look, 'Tis Girr :3


He sho cute. I love Invader Zim. That cartoon was the best.

Anyways I think this is the end of my blog.
P.S:

I LOVE CAROLINE

Grow up.

Do you know what I hate more than anything in the whole entire world?

Liars, Deceivers, & Manipulators.

I hate how people feel the need to lie to make them appear better or stronger. I hate how people feel the need to deceive and manipulate a situation in order for it to benefit them in the end.

It's so pathetic.

I'm not saying that I've never done it before, I have. I'm only human. However, I try to not to do that anymore because:

1. I don't want people to look at me in a different light,
& 2. It's just plain stupid and immature.

I don't like how in the past six months so many people have taken what I did, and twisted it into a entirely different story. They gave different reasons and different motives for my actions. All of which are false. Through all of what happened though, I find it very immature that none of these people actually came up to me and asked me what was going on. I would have been straight forward if they asked me personally about it.

But no, people had to twist and bend the truth & spread rumours about what happened to me. They heard what people (who shouldn't have said anything at all) had to say about the story. And yet the people who I thought were my friends, didn't once bother to ask me about the whole story.. the real one, might I add.

So out of all the things that have happened in the past six months, and the whole blame game going on that was always somehow directed towards me. I hope you guys know that you're all immature. You call me immature, but you really just don't know. And you did exactly what I just ranted about.

If anyone wants to actually know the real story, and not the fake one. Please just ask me. I'm more than willing to tell people now, just because I don't want to be looked at differently. I know it's in the past, but I can't let people think about me differently when I know for a fact it's not the truth.

/end of rant

Errthang.

I've come to realize a few things.
1. I leave blogger all lonely and such, & after a week I want to write a ton of things. I should stop doing that.
2.I end a lot of my sentences with "and stuff".. I should stop doing that too.
3. I think I have a speech problem, and people make fun of it.. I think they should really stop. It bothers me.
4. I should probably start packing or something..

Anyways, today was lots of fun. We went to Emerald Lake again. This time Caroline came ^^;. Although she was upset a few times, I think we all had a really fun time :3. Well, I *know* I did xD. We swam for most of the day, then went back to the camp site when we thought it was going to rain. We went to the park and played basketball, took pictures, basically the same thing as last time- except with Caroline :D(L).

So my dream last night was pretty, uhm, interesting? I mean, I dreamt that I was protecting a black water balloon from the world. I was in some sort of town, but everyone was inside.. Like we were all sheltered from outside. It was a giant dome. It was so weird. There were hallways everywhere. LMFAO, It's funny, because I remember the black water balloon having something to do with Harry Potter and I was protecting it for him. But everyone wanted it for some reason. There were times when I thought people were going to take it, but I always kept it with me no matter what. There was like a full out war just for this water balloon xD. It was a REALLY weird dream. Probably one of the oddest ones I've ever had. I thought it was kind of funny though. ^^;

I SHOULD PROBABLY BE PACKING, but instead I'm writing about this. What am I packing for you ask? Well that's a wonderful question! :3. On Monday I'm leaving for four days to Grand Bend to go camping. It's right near Lake Superior (?) I believe. I've been there before, it is amazing. It's so pretty, and ten times better than Port Dover. I'm so scared to go camping, I haven't gone camping before ..ever in my life D:. I wonder if I'll like it or not? Lol, guess I'll find out. Even though I want to go a lot, there's a lot holding me back. The fact that I won't see anyone for four days, and I'm used to seeing people everyday. The fact that I will have *no way* of communicating with anyone in Hamilton. The fact that it's pretty far away and I'll miss my room, & the fact that I'll miss people here. But it's only for four days, right? I guess it won't be that bad. When I come back I'll make plans with everyone, and everything will be the same. *convinces*

Anyways, end of errrthang.
Au Revoir mon amis. ^^; <3.

One big paragraph of awesomness.

The past three days were really busy and tiring ;-;, but I still had a lot of fun. I left on Monday in the afternoon to go hangout with Quinn. We just chilled and stuff, and then I left that night to go to my Cousin's Mom's house, we watched this weird movie. It was called Blonde and Blonder (?) I don't know, it was a Canadian movie, probably why I've never heard of it xD. We walked to the store and bought some food, and came home and just relaxed and spent time with each other ^^;. After she fell asleep, I stayed up later.. and later, and later D;. I talked to Quinn a lot, and well it was kinda amazing (<3). I fell asleep around two ish, and then was woken up at 8 T_T. We got ready and whatever, and then left for Cayuga ^-^. I loved the car ride part, just because that's like my favorite part of any trip. Watching the country outside my window pass by, it's so beautiful x3. It was so nice out when we arrived at the cottage. It wasn't muggy or smoggy, it was just nice. Carly and I started swimming around 2ish. I think the lake was Erie, but it was soooooooooooooooo warm. I swam in Lake Superior, & Lake Ontario, and they're either way too cold or way too gross xD. We stayed in the water all day, and kept walking out farther because there were shallow spots. While we were there we ate A TON of food. I've never eaten that much in my life, they're so Italian xD. We FINALLY left at around 6:30ish, and got back in Hamilton at around seven. My Aunt drove me to Quinn's house after because that's where I was supposed to go. I spent the night there and we just uh, hung out ^^;. That night = most special night ever c:. I actually don't have any idea of what time we fell asleep at :\. I just remember waking up to Quinn's sister yelling at him cause he was supposed to sleep in teh living room.. bad Quinny, Lululul. So we got ready and left at like 11ish, or something, to Emerald Lake. ^^; It's a quarry. Caroline was supposed to come with us, but she was sleeping or something. We called her a billion times (four) but she never answered :c. So we had to leave without her *extreme heartbreak*. It was fun there, we swam in the water for like ever, Quinn & I jumped off this huge diving board D: I was sho scared. When I jumped off it felt like I falling forever, and when I got in the water I went so far down. Holy crap. Twas scary. After we got out and went back to his Mom's campsite. We sat around the fire, got annoyed by the bugs, fell asleep on the blanket, woke up, ate dinner, went for a walk, found a basketball court, went and got a basket ball, came back, I kicked Quinn's ass in basketball >:D, and then we just went back and relaxed before we had to go ^^;. SO IN ONE SENTENCE, the past three days were super awesometasticly amazing, & I'm so glad I did the things I did :3. <3.

Summer 2010/ August :D

So I haven't blogged in like a week.. so I thought that I would get some of the stuff that I wanted to say out of the way before I start getting ready ^^;!

Saturday August Second.
We went to the beach, by we, I mean like Me, Sammie, Quinn, Charlie, Jacob, and Caroline <3. It was a ton of fun. We swam in lake ontario, lululuul. I don't even care, I didn't get a mutation.. I'm fine. It didn't even seem like it was dirty. Aha, we sat on the rocks and let the waves crash on us. It was a lot of fun despite what other people said. It was one of my best days this summer :3.


Wednesday August Fourth
So I went to Quinn's house on this day. It was fun x3 I spent the night, and we had lotsa lotsa fun times. We didn't really do anything.. I mean at all. We stayed inside all day in bed. Well that was August fifth, but it was like attachd cause I spent the night ;D. Anyways, we went to subway and stuffs, and then Caroline & Clara came up! :3 It was the first time I saw Clara in like six months or something! It was amazing. We had fun times at the park, and Quinn kept pushing my button and getting it wet. lulul.

Friday August Sixth
LMFAO! So this day I went to my friend Ashley's house for my first ever kegger. It was like, amazing. The people who went were really nice and chillen. We drank more than half the keg. I had twelve beers to myself. I played beer pong for the first time, me and my partner lost by one cup! It was so much fun. I really needed that night, cause of all the stuff that happened this week. Idk, it was just nice getting out. My friend spent 150 $ on pizza for everyone. It was gone in like five minutes. Then I got a drive home from my new friend Stefano, and then we went to McDonalds and they bought me a drink and a Junior Chicken ^^;! I went home and made Quinn and Caroline laugh because of how retarded I was. Yelled at some guy for Caroline. LOL it was great. Also one of the best nights of my summer :3.


Saturday August Seventh
So yesterday we went to the festival of friends! Me and quinn and care and clara and sammie :3. We bought over priced food and just chilled and stuff. Although I wasn't feeling that well because of the night before ^^; Anyways, we looked at the booths and stuff. And we kept running into Hannah ( I found her everytime xD ) She was like "OMG BUTTON BOOTH" and i was like "Lolwhut" but then she found it and showed us the buttons and they were so cute x3. I saw a necklace I really liked, but I had no moneys :c. Ohwell. It was still fun nonetheless! :3.

So I'm probably missing a lot of stuff from this week, cause I didn't blog about it at all. But I'ma just put some pictures up anyways :3.











You're only young once so fuck it up rigghhhttt ♥ ♥*

I was kinda just thinking...

I should write a new blog. There's so much I did this past week 8D.
But I'll do it...eventually.
*procrastinates*