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Friday, August 27, 2010

Life life life

I'm having a life changing moment.

The background music from the television isn't really helping. It's making my life changing moment much more dramatic.


I love how my life changing moment/ epiphany, is me sitting in front of a computer screen, sipping on Root Beer out of a glass, in a twilight shirt and yoga pants.

Yep, don't judge me.


Anyways, I've kinda been like thinking.. about relationships and stuff. And I'm really not to sure about them anymore. I mean, I'm sure about mine. But it's just.. if it's going to end (which I'm not saying it will, and I'm not saying it won't) then what's the point? Why is it worth such heart ache and drama afterwards? I don't get it. I get that it's to prepare us for marriage one day or a long term committed relationship, but really.. why not just wait till that one person that's ready to settle down with you? I don't even get it anymore.

I'm only saying this cause we're teenagers, and it's just realistic to think or know that the relationship you're in is probably going to end one day.


It's so depressing, T_T Just to think that you could be with someone for years, and then just realize one day that they're not for you. You break up, and move on to someone else.

It just seems so wasteful & awful


And I've seen my hopes fall too many times before. I know I'm only young but I just don't like things to end. I can't handle it.

What do you think? :c

1 comment:

  1. I think that as long as you're happy with the person, and they bring out the best in you (and you don't hurt yourself, them or anyone else in the process), then you really shouldn't worry too much about what's going to happen for future relationships. It's always good to think ahead to what may happen, and be ready for the possibilities, but also be open to happiness and love, and don't let your worries, stress or fear stop you from living and having fun.
    ^^;

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