Goodbye friendship I guess? :S

well i guess we have our own friends right? & you talk to yours, and I talk to mine. But why does it seem like we never talk to each other? i guess we talk, but not really about important things, yet you seem to have all the right words for everyone else - except me. am i just being jealous? i mean, you could have asked me to call you.. seeing as ive barely actually had a real conversation with since yesterday. and maybe i acted stupid for awhile, but its cause i was upset. you have to understand that, just look what goes on in my messed up life.
yet you always seem to have to time for her. whatever i guess.. ill just sit back and be the third wheel in your twisted friendship.

& as for you. ive done so much for you, yet you dont even talk to me. you dont ever make plans with me, its always with him. and how long have you known him compared to how long youve known me? >< Ive always been there for you, and ive helped you through so much.. and youve helped me through things too. but it just seems like you dont want me in your life anymore.. youre just pushing me away it seems ._.