Ohay new blog post.

Ohello blogspot :3. Haven't ranted to you in awhile.

I haven't written a blog in like, four months. Which is weird because when I made this I was determined to write about my life on it all the time so that I could remember it when I was older or something corny a long those lines x3. I guess when bad things happen to you it kind of breaks down your determination.. well, your whole life, really.

So instead of writing about *all* things that have happened in the past week, I decided that I'm going to just write about all the happy things that happened this week.. Because I really need a pick-me-up (stole that from Harry Potter, Js).

This week was, to sum it all up, kind of amazing. I finally realized everything in my life. I don't even know what happened, it was just like I was blind and I suddenly put on glasses and everything became so much clearer to me. It was like an epiphany. D:! Seriously.

Anyways, after that I got into one of the greatest moods ever. It was just like I couldn't be upset, and no one could make me upset. I was that happy. I got all of my stuff from my old house and put it all back in my room and as soon as I finished that I felt so much better. It was like a piece of me was missing and as soon as I put my belongings back into it's proper places, I was complete again. Do you know what I mean? Maybe it's just me..

Anyways, there are way more things that made me happy. Another one, and a very important one if I do say so myself, was hanging out with Care. That also made me feel so much more awesome. It was like everything was falling back into place again, and I was falling with it. It was the most amazing feeling ever. Have you ever missed something you had in your life so much that when you found it you felt like you could do anything and everything? Well that's what I felt like as soon as I met up with her. Oh, and another thing that happened was going to Br. That kind of made me die inside x3. Walking through the halls, looking at the pictures.. It was amazing. I missed the school so much, and when I walked inside everything in the world was just right. I saw Mr. Flemming aswell, he's the guidance councillor at school for my grade. He actually saw me which was the best part. He asked me if I had a minute like as if I wanted to actually talk to him.. It was really awkward.. but I'm so glad that I talked to him.. We walked up the stairwell and talked about where I was going to go to school in the fall. I said I had no idea because I wasn't allowed back to br anymore. He said that I was allowed to come back and that I was never expelled! I honestly almost died inside as soon as he said that. Everything's working out for the most part.. The most important things anyways.

There are so many other things that made me happy this week. Like a billion to be honest. ♥ Like that heart.. It makes me happy. But you don't you know why, nor do you need to creepy lurkers, :3. But I just know that things are starting to feel extraordinary inside ♥, and the people around me now are just constantly putting a smile on my face. It feels good to be wanted in someones life. Words can't even describe the feeling. ♥♥


there was silence and calm, and all you could hear; was the pattering of rain, and the running of deer. but a soft echo reigned from the sky far above,
it is a cold and broken Hallelujah- that's what defines love. ♥