Summer 2010 is looking to be one of the best summers ever. Everything's working out again (Lol, I know I said this before, but still x3).
So I have a lot of things to blog about. For one, I got a job. It's pretty cool, all I have to do is serve food and clean, and make money. Which is what I need for this summer. Money. I want to do a lot this summer that I never did before with friends. I haven't really ever had the whole summer to myself since I'm always going to my cottage.. Don't get me wrong I like going there! :O It's just I go there for like a month at a time T.T It just drains out my whole summer cause half way through being up there I just get so bored. I remember one time I was up there for so long that I got bored and just read Harry Potter six like every day all day and finished it in like three or four days o-o;. That's really good for me considering I'm a slow reader. Anyways, yeah I just want to do a lot this summer. And I have been! Well technically not yet, but I already have a whole list of things that I'm already doing in the next three weeks or so. Tomorrow I'm going to Wild Water Works with Carly.. I can't wait, it's going to be so nice to just be in water all day, specially since it's been so effing hawt this whole week. Plus it'll be nice to just hang out with Carly one on one, like the old days. It's been a little too hard to do that at the moment cause we're both going through so much right now. It's hard to just spend quality time together, but that's changing now since we've been actually hanging out.. not just fighting over fucked up drama that we had before at the old place. It was just too crazy and I know we both couldn't handle it.
Anyways, I have more plans for the following weeks too! Like going to African Lion Safari next wednesday! Woo. I'm really excited xD. It's been so long since I went to a zoo. I want to see all the animals and stuff, especially a giraffe. I <3 Giraffes.
In about two weeks from now I'm going to Wild Water Works again! Yay for going to Wild Water Works twice. But yeah, should be a fun summer! Can't wait to hang out with everyone and see old faces, maybe meet some new ones.
There's so many opportunities this summer, it's crazy. I've just run into like so many in like a week. It's amazing, I love this feeling ^o^. But yeah.. 'Nough about my summer plans and errthang.
I'll rant up another storm soon, right now I'm gunna let my fingers relax for a bit. ^w^, Talk to you later blogspot.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Ohay new blog post.
Ohello blogspot :3. Haven't ranted to you in awhile.
I haven't written a blog in like, four months. Which is weird because when I made this I was determined to write about my life on it all the time so that I could remember it when I was older or something corny a long those lines x3. I guess when bad things happen to you it kind of breaks down your determination.. well, your whole life, really.
So instead of writing about *all* things that have happened in the past week, I decided that I'm going to just write about all the happy things that happened this week.. Because I really need a pick-me-up (stole that from Harry Potter, Js).
This week was, to sum it all up, kind of amazing. I finally realized everything in my life. I don't even know what happened, it was just like I was blind and I suddenly put on glasses and everything became so much clearer to me. It was like an epiphany. D:! Seriously.
Anyways, after that I got into one of the greatest moods ever. It was just like I couldn't be upset, and no one could make me upset. I was that happy. I got all of my stuff from my old house and put it all back in my room and as soon as I finished that I felt so much better. It was like a piece of me was missing and as soon as I put my belongings back into it's proper places, I was complete again. Do you know what I mean? Maybe it's just me..
Anyways, there are way more things that made me happy. Another one, and a very important one if I do say so myself, was hanging out with Care. That also made me feel so much more awesome. It was like everything was falling back into place again, and I was falling with it. It was the most amazing feeling ever. Have you ever missed something you had in your life so much that when you found it you felt like you could do anything and everything? Well that's what I felt like as soon as I met up with her. Oh, and another thing that happened was going to Br. That kind of made me die inside x3. Walking through the halls, looking at the pictures.. It was amazing. I missed the school so much, and when I walked inside everything in the world was just right. I saw Mr. Flemming aswell, he's the guidance councillor at school for my grade. He actually saw me which was the best part. He asked me if I had a minute like as if I wanted to actually talk to him.. It was really awkward.. but I'm so glad that I talked to him.. We walked up the stairwell and talked about where I was going to go to school in the fall. I said I had no idea because I wasn't allowed back to br anymore. He said that I was allowed to come back and that I was never expelled! I honestly almost died inside as soon as he said that. Everything's working out for the most part.. The most important things anyways.
There are so many other things that made me happy this week. Like a billion to be honest. ♥ Like that heart.. It makes me happy. But you don't you know why, nor do you need to creepy lurkers, :3. But I just know that things are starting to feel extraordinary inside ♥, and the people around me now are just constantly putting a smile on my face. It feels good to be wanted in someones life. Words can't even describe the feeling. ♥♥
there was silence and calm, and all you could hear; was the pattering of rain, and the running of deer. but a soft echo reigned from the sky far above,
it is a cold and broken Hallelujah- that's what defines love. ♥
I haven't written a blog in like, four months. Which is weird because when I made this I was determined to write about my life on it all the time so that I could remember it when I was older or something corny a long those lines x3. I guess when bad things happen to you it kind of breaks down your determination.. well, your whole life, really.
So instead of writing about *all* things that have happened in the past week, I decided that I'm going to just write about all the happy things that happened this week.. Because I really need a pick-me-up (stole that from Harry Potter, Js).
This week was, to sum it all up, kind of amazing. I finally realized everything in my life. I don't even know what happened, it was just like I was blind and I suddenly put on glasses and everything became so much clearer to me. It was like an epiphany. D:! Seriously.
Anyways, after that I got into one of the greatest moods ever. It was just like I couldn't be upset, and no one could make me upset. I was that happy. I got all of my stuff from my old house and put it all back in my room and as soon as I finished that I felt so much better. It was like a piece of me was missing and as soon as I put my belongings back into it's proper places, I was complete again. Do you know what I mean? Maybe it's just me..
Anyways, there are way more things that made me happy. Another one, and a very important one if I do say so myself, was hanging out with Care. That also made me feel so much more awesome. It was like everything was falling back into place again, and I was falling with it. It was the most amazing feeling ever. Have you ever missed something you had in your life so much that when you found it you felt like you could do anything and everything? Well that's what I felt like as soon as I met up with her. Oh, and another thing that happened was going to Br. That kind of made me die inside x3. Walking through the halls, looking at the pictures.. It was amazing. I missed the school so much, and when I walked inside everything in the world was just right. I saw Mr. Flemming aswell, he's the guidance councillor at school for my grade. He actually saw me which was the best part. He asked me if I had a minute like as if I wanted to actually talk to him.. It was really awkward.. but I'm so glad that I talked to him.. We walked up the stairwell and talked about where I was going to go to school in the fall. I said I had no idea because I wasn't allowed back to br anymore. He said that I was allowed to come back and that I was never expelled! I honestly almost died inside as soon as he said that. Everything's working out for the most part.. The most important things anyways.
There are so many other things that made me happy this week. Like a billion to be honest. ♥ Like that heart.. It makes me happy. But you don't you know why, nor do you need to creepy lurkers, :3. But I just know that things are starting to feel extraordinary inside ♥, and the people around me now are just constantly putting a smile on my face. It feels good to be wanted in someones life. Words can't even describe the feeling. ♥♥
there was silence and calm, and all you could hear; was the pattering of rain, and the running of deer. but a soft echo reigned from the sky far above,
it is a cold and broken Hallelujah- that's what defines love. ♥
Friday, March 5, 2010
Deep Sigh.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night. Take these broken wings and learn to fly; All your life. You were only waiting for this moment to arise. Blackbird singing in the dead of night. Take these sunken eyes and learn to see; All your life. You were only waiting for this moment to be free
Things happen, and things change. But we have to make the most of what we have and move on with ourselves. If we're always looking at all the negative things in our life we're not going to get anywhere. It sounds so harsh, but it's true. We have to just move on and accept that life is going to throw difficult times at us >_<.
Yet it's so hard to just accept them. The things that happen in our lives affect how we live them; if something happens and it's bad, then we're not going to want to try and make it good again. We're just going to sit back and reminisce on how things used to be and how much we want it to come back again.
I'm so confused now ._.; I don't know what to do anymore.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
It is a cold and broken Hallelujah- that is love.
Love is not a cry that you hear at night,
it is not someone who has seen the light.
It is a cold and broken Hallelujah.
Her heart sank, and rose with the song.
She released her confusion, and her broken sobs.
'Cause the night is blind, and so is love.
It is broken and horrible- a push and a shove.
Love is an emotion, needed to mend.
A sign of devotion, taken and sent.
As she listened to the song,
her heart rid of pain.
For she finally realized,
the solemn silence of rain.
Love is the comfort of mending a broken soul;
& it is the obstacles you face, together, as one whole.
Her heart sank and rose with the song at hand,
but she finally saw the horizon- a far off land.
There was silence and calm, and all you could hear,
was the pattering of rain, and the running of deer.
But a soft echo reigned from the sky far above,
It is a cold and broken Hallelujah- That's what defines love.
it is not someone who has seen the light.
It is a cold and broken Hallelujah.
Her heart sank, and rose with the song.
She released her confusion, and her broken sobs.
'Cause the night is blind, and so is love.
It is broken and horrible- a push and a shove.
Love is an emotion, needed to mend.
A sign of devotion, taken and sent.
As she listened to the song,
her heart rid of pain.
For she finally realized,
the solemn silence of rain.
Love is the comfort of mending a broken soul;
& it is the obstacles you face, together, as one whole.
Her heart sank and rose with the song at hand,
but she finally saw the horizon- a far off land.
There was silence and calm, and all you could hear,
was the pattering of rain, and the running of deer.
But a soft echo reigned from the sky far above,
It is a cold and broken Hallelujah- That's what defines love.
Monday, March 1, 2010
And the wave of poetry continues..
What would happen if my mind spoke free?
Would you stand up and walk away from me,
or accept my harsh honesty?
What would happen if I just let you go,
and let your violent sobs pain you so?
Would you deny this reality,
or accept my terrifying formality?
As much as this leaves wounds of pain,
and as much as they sting from cried rain;
I have to move on from this, from us.
I have to indulge in this blissful dusk.
Through the night of the uncertain fear,
I will dream of the coming years,
where denial and lust are gone, my dear.
So farewell, my lover and my friend.
To this my written letter, I must send.
Would you stand up and walk away from me,
or accept my harsh honesty?
What would happen if I just let you go,
and let your violent sobs pain you so?
Would you deny this reality,
or accept my terrifying formality?
As much as this leaves wounds of pain,
and as much as they sting from cried rain;
I have to move on from this, from us.
I have to indulge in this blissful dusk.
Through the night of the uncertain fear,
I will dream of the coming years,
where denial and lust are gone, my dear.
So farewell, my lover and my friend.
To this my written letter, I must send.
Bordom.
What am I doing? I don't know anymore.
It feels like my knowledge, has dropped to the floor.
Down the rabbit hole, into the dark.
It's disguise is perfection, just like Kent Clark.
How will I find it, where will I look?
Perhaps in a paper, computer, or book.
But when I find it, what will I do?
Keep it to myself? Or share it with you?
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What happens when I split my knowledge in two?
Does it benefit me? Or will it benefit you?
These questions sit in my brain, day after day.
Yet no one has the answer, the solution, the way.
So before I go and search for my treasure,
Answer this question, with a sliver of pleasure.
Do I take and keep that treasure of mine?
Or should I share the treasure that I will find?
Too many questions, such little time.
These question leave me in such an incredible bind.
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So I'll be off on my own, small, little quest;
To search for my knowledge without any rest.
I will travel deep down the hole of dark,
Though it's disguise is perfection, like Kent Clark.
I will search without question, and not know where to look.
Perhaps I will search in a paper, computer, or book.
But when I find it what will I do?
Keep it to myself? Or share it with you?
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It feels like my knowledge, has dropped to the floor.
Down the rabbit hole, into the dark.
It's disguise is perfection, just like Kent Clark.
How will I find it, where will I look?
Perhaps in a paper, computer, or book.
But when I find it, what will I do?
Keep it to myself? Or share it with you?
--------------------------------------
What happens when I split my knowledge in two?
Does it benefit me? Or will it benefit you?
These questions sit in my brain, day after day.
Yet no one has the answer, the solution, the way.
So before I go and search for my treasure,
Answer this question, with a sliver of pleasure.
Do I take and keep that treasure of mine?
Or should I share the treasure that I will find?
Too many questions, such little time.
These question leave me in such an incredible bind.
--------------------------------------
So I'll be off on my own, small, little quest;
To search for my knowledge without any rest.
I will travel deep down the hole of dark,
Though it's disguise is perfection, like Kent Clark.
I will search without question, and not know where to look.
Perhaps I will search in a paper, computer, or book.
But when I find it what will I do?
Keep it to myself? Or share it with you?
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Un blog en français - Je ne suis pas philosophique.
Avez-vous déjà remarqué que l'humeur qui est définie dans la matinée est comment votre journée va se jouer. Je veux dire, s'il ya un combat énorme dans la matinée, alors vous allez pas être heureux ce jour-là.
Il est étonnant comment un petit événement dans notre vie peut affecter la façon dont nous vivons, comment nous comporter, comment nous rationaliser, comment nous pensons. Quand vous pensez vraiment cela, il est effectivement tout à fait étonnant.
Ces événements se produisent toutes dans le passé, non? Ainsi vous pensez que nous serions en mesure de passer du passé et juste continuer sur l'avenir. Mais ça ne marche pas comme ça du tout.
Nous nous accrochons à des choses qui arrivent, nous les laissons touchent nos vies et nous donne envie d'abandonner. Nous rejetons la responsabilité des événements comme ceux sur la façon dont nous vivons nos vies, et comment ils sont de limiter ce que nous pouvons faire. Et tout ça parce que nous pouvons ressentir ces émotions, et ils nous font peur, et la douleur nous.
Ah, c'est vraiment remarquable. Pourtant, nous le laissons nous affecter à une telle mesure radicale qui est empoisonne nos vies. Nous devons nous rappeler que ces événements sont en dehors de la vie. Ils ne vont pas s'en aller, et ils vont simplement continuer à venir. Nous devons l'accepter, et peut-être, quand nous ne Enfin, nous allons enfin pouvoir vivre une vie heureuse. Parce que nous sommes arrivés au point où nous avons finalement réalisé que la vie est pas mal. Ce n'est pas quelque chose à la haine ou le blâme sur des choses horribles. C'est quelque chose qu'il faut chérir, car nous n'avons qu'une seule vie. Et nous pourrions ainsi faire le meilleur parti possible.
Juste une idée qui m'est venue dès les premières heures de la matinée. Au revoir! ;D
P.s: maintenant je vais me rendormir. ;)
Il est étonnant comment un petit événement dans notre vie peut affecter la façon dont nous vivons, comment nous comporter, comment nous rationaliser, comment nous pensons. Quand vous pensez vraiment cela, il est effectivement tout à fait étonnant.
Ces événements se produisent toutes dans le passé, non? Ainsi vous pensez que nous serions en mesure de passer du passé et juste continuer sur l'avenir. Mais ça ne marche pas comme ça du tout.
Nous nous accrochons à des choses qui arrivent, nous les laissons touchent nos vies et nous donne envie d'abandonner. Nous rejetons la responsabilité des événements comme ceux sur la façon dont nous vivons nos vies, et comment ils sont de limiter ce que nous pouvons faire. Et tout ça parce que nous pouvons ressentir ces émotions, et ils nous font peur, et la douleur nous.
Ah, c'est vraiment remarquable. Pourtant, nous le laissons nous affecter à une telle mesure radicale qui est empoisonne nos vies. Nous devons nous rappeler que ces événements sont en dehors de la vie. Ils ne vont pas s'en aller, et ils vont simplement continuer à venir. Nous devons l'accepter, et peut-être, quand nous ne Enfin, nous allons enfin pouvoir vivre une vie heureuse. Parce que nous sommes arrivés au point où nous avons finalement réalisé que la vie est pas mal. Ce n'est pas quelque chose à la haine ou le blâme sur des choses horribles. C'est quelque chose qu'il faut chérir, car nous n'avons qu'une seule vie. Et nous pourrions ainsi faire le meilleur parti possible.
Juste une idée qui m'est venue dès les premières heures de la matinée. Au revoir! ;D
P.s: maintenant je vais me rendormir. ;)
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